So when he said 'OK, you plan Mull'. I
lost myself in wildlife, standing stones, castles, cairns, and, of
course, mountains. I learned quickly that we could spend our few
weeks on Mull alone, but I had three or four days to connect a
handful of features. And so a route began to form.
Mull has three major settlements and
two main roads that connect them. Bus service is relegated to these
roads, and beyond that, travel happens, for those of us without cars,
on foot, or by the generosity of strangers. The route I saw sampled
the remote, central section of Mull, offered opportunities for bird
watching (I hoped), and progressed steadily toward Mull's best
preserved circle of standing stones.
I was rather astonished and humbled
when we went over the route together. Mike checked the mileage (oh,
right), looked to see if there might be flat, dry camping at the half
way point. He looked at ground cover and topography, and spotted a
(very) steep section I had missed. He saw buildings and river
crossings (some easy, some more difficult). I felt like I was having
an exam graded and some of my guesses were very lucky indeed.
We got off the bus at Salen and headed
south. Under the first drops of an approaching rainstorm, a couple
on a birdwatching holiday from Glasgow picked us up and went out of
their way to drop us off at the trail head. Loch Bá was beautiful,
but home to sheep and salmon farms rather than birds. We followed an
old jeep track along the river to several long-abandoned homesteads.
Fireweed grew from the tops of walls, now roofless. Rowan sprang from
the fireplace, and windows held sky in both directions. And here, the
track ended. But Mike reading the map like a
landscape and the landscape like a map, found our pass and our route
and we moved on.
I had always romanticized moorland,
and wanted to walk out in it, having no idea what that actually
meant. It means wet feet. It means a maze of tussock and bog, rushes
that hide the ground and sphagnum moss that disguises depth. In my
first tentative steps, I felt like I was back on the Sula Beag. The
ground did not behave as I expected; my foot slid one way and pitched
my body in another. A step that appeared level sunk into ankle deep
muck.
Once, brought to my knees, I saw a
different aspect of bog: a spotted pink bog orchid and the yellow
stars of bog asphodel dotted the grasses. Carnivorous sundew gleamed
from between sphagnum moss. I regained my footing, but moved more
carefully with a new respect both for the challenge of walking, and
delight in the diversity of life.
We switch-backed up to the pass at Mám
Bhreapadail following deer trails etched into the hillside. Above us,
silhouetted against a greying sky, a red dear buck and his harem
flowed along the ridge line. We pitched our tent on a patch of level,
dryish ground, and cooked our dinner gazing back through the folds of
green hills to the two crofters houses at the valley's mouth.
***
We walked on following white washed
stones across a field and through a gate to the second and third
stones and to the ring itself. Sheep grazed the land around these
stones and seemed as comfortable within them as outside. Mike and I
circled the stones and then walked among them, hesitantly, searching
for answers to the same questions that these stones have sparked for
traveler after traveler. I expected to be awed, with a sense of the
sacred I encounter in great cathedrals, Buddhist monasteries, groves
of old growth or mountain tops. But instead I found merely curiosity
and wonder. Why was it here? A navigational marker? Ceremonial?
Astronomical? What had all the generations of farmers and sheep
herders thought of the ring in the years they worked this land? They
thought enough of it to let it be, apparently, though it stood in the
way of their haying scythes and later tractors.
And then, out of respect or perhaps
futility we withdrew, wending our way to the sound, a finger of the Atlantic in the soft shush of waves on the shingle. In the cry of
gulls and the grey mirror of sea and sky, I found respite from the
questions of the stones, from tired ankles and soggy feet. I had
passed the test indeed.